thanks to my lovely hosting provider all my images are gone for now. and i haven't even been a nawdy boy like last time. they seem to have a problem with their dns-s, lotusmilk was gone for a while and we share the same server. there seems to be a reason why they're so cheap.
[6 hours later] it's back. sigh. somehow thay managed to delete it from the add-on domains. i added it again and it's working.