.kuba (lotophagous) wrote,

talking to her again has not make things easier. today she told me all of the sudden that she still loved me, how much she missed me. i could not help thinking that this outburst of feelings was due to the failure of her latest infatuation; rejected love is still love. i still miss her, my love has not weakened. it makes me angry when i still see hope where there is none. her decision is final but my dumb arse heart refuses to listen. i should drink three gallons of coffee just to show the fucka who is in charge.

went to my mother's house. luckily she was zombified by red wine and pain killers. she was watching some old shit on telly and talking to her friend on the phone for an hour. but we came closer than ever - she asked me how much i earned. but she was lovely to atle, feeding him with a mountain of sausages.

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