.kuba (lotophagous) wrote,

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it took me 3 days to fully understand something notnice said to me: Seems to me that you have great compassion for others. When you direct that compassion towards yourself, you can be unstoppable. it was the kind of revelation only a year in a buddhist monastery or watching bad sci-fi series while smoking pot would give me.

for those who are not socially and emotionally impaired these things are obvious but i'm only starting to understand it. i don't have to feel bad just because i don't want to understand. fuck empathy, when a conflict of interests occurs, i am the most important person in my life. i have my needs, standards and requirements.i don't have to compromise every fucking time. i am allowed to feel anger and disappointment when i don't get what i want. it doesn't make me a less decent man.

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