.kuba (lotophagous) wrote,

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8 cigarettes left.

i feel so insecure sometimes. my paranoid imagination doesn't make it better. so yes. i had a cigarette. and another one. naughty, naughty kuba. and then i heard her soothing voice and my peace of mind was restored.

i see her everywhere now. an asian homie girl on the train, my hispanic neighbour.. if i see a mouth, eyes or hair that remotely remind me of hers i cannot help staring.. and it makes me slightly ashamed. whether they feel offended or flattered it's not them i see and crave.. they are not even objectified, only canvas with facial features that bear some resemblance to her divine beauty.. is there a term for this folly?

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